tu darr gya?

tuin darr gya....
kyunkee tuin mailaa ho gya...
tennu kise meil  ne chhoh leya...
yaa tuin kise meil nu...
te tuin darr gya....
haan tuin darr gya...
darr gya k meriyaa...
haan meriyaa pak unglaa da...
haan unglaa di chhoh de....
tuin kaabil na reha....
te tuin darr gya...
k meriyaa pak unglaa...
tennu jalaa deingiyaa...
phoonk deingiyaa...
sawaah karr dengiyaa...
te kitey teri meil...
hann haumey di meil..
haan kise di chhoh di meil...
haan teri meil de naal naal...
tera shareer v na jal jaye...
na jal jaye shareer tera...
jisnu dhokhey ch rakheya tuin..
dhokha k tuin sirf ik shareer c...
haan ik shareer c..
vigeyaan jo vehma vichon kadhdaa hai...
haan vigyaan,mahaan tere layi...
tennu kis veham ch paa gyaa....
te afsos tuin darr gya....
haan tuin darr gya...

Ohhh..

oh vaasta mennu injh zindgee da dende ne,jiwein haunslaa kise khudkushee da dende ne,
jadon v ehsaas piaar da le jaawa kol,taan badle ch tohfa mennu berukhee da dende ne..
aapne hakk da sawaal jadon nazraa chuk k puchhdee haaan,
taan jawaab mennu oh fer majbooor nazar jhukee da dende ne..
daaman aapna paak uhna de hathaa vich si fadaa dita,
taan hi taan hunn darr oh izzat lutee da dende ne...
TEG aapne dukh nu dabaa k islayi rakh leinde haan,
kyunkee harr vaar oh vaasta aapne hi dil dukhee da dende ne.

kyun asee oda zindgee jiweeeye jiwein lok chahnde ne??kyun ohee kariye jis ton duniya khush hundee hai??kyun doosreya di soch ch aapnee parchhayi dekhke khud nu kosdey rehndey haan??saadee khudee di hondh kithey hai??lokaa de eham te vishwaas di awaaz badee asani nal sunn leindey haan parr khud di cheekh ton v muinh morh leinde haan te khud di chees ton v..te hameshaa paraa thalle dabaayi rakhdey haan uss udaaree nu jo saadee hondh nu  khwahishaan de asmaana takk le jaaye....naah..mein aapne paraa layi samaaj da pinjraa nahin chahndee....nahin chahidee mennu doosreyaan di meharbaanee di kutti chooori miley ..chak leyo peyaala loka de jhoothey moh bhijey naina da mere muhreyon  te na sutto mere aggey sukkey daane mera jee behkaan layi...mein khud udaari maaraangee te chhooh k hi mudaangee hunn aasmaan aapnee khwahishaan da te khwaaba da...

achievements.....

Achievement is achievement...whether small or big...early or late,actually we cannot categorise them.We just feel them,feel the excitement ,feel the fulfilment.The whole year of my graduation in education was the gift from God i think.I fill in the (almost every )blank of my wishes turned down by the circumstances.,i regained  them as a reality.I learnt the lesson not to trust those people who says that dreams are dreams and they never become realities.My experience is that they take time to come out of those close  eyes and darkness of night ,get ready,dress themselves and present themselves as shadows of reality...which we cannot see in darkness of our negative thoughts but in the sunlight of positivity sometimes they lead us and sometimes they follow us.....sometimes they change shapes.....but they are dreams......and i think Great dreams are always reality to be....Thanks babajee ,thanks to all who helped me throughout,and thanks to myself for doing efforts:).....and being there always for me...

sufferers without reason....

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/inmates-words-the-poems-of-guantanamo-454005.html
last week i attended this national conference on literature of small cultures - An assertion of difference....amazing experience n the thoughts came into my way...it was pleasure listening to Dr.Madan Mohan Singh and his amazing ideas on Tawaayaf culture,music and art...and then the paper presented by Dr.Haris Qadeer on Guantanamo prisoners..i have never thought so seriously and painfully for the people who suffered after 9/11 in America..no doubt most of them were muslims...even movie Newyork failed to put these feelings in my heart..it was just sympathy...but the paper presented by Mr.Qadir invoked the humanity in me, genuinly....who gave this freedom to mankind to do justice without any justification....those were only suspects...and just 2 found guilty among so many...they suffered for their innocence....where were you God???.....n your so called mankind??

Jit attey haar...

kujh dina ton kalam meri kujh likhde likhde ruk jaandee,
te mere ehsaasa di siaaheee v ehde cho suk jaandee...
veh pendaa hai mere andron fer valvlaaa oh khayaalaa da,
te hanjuyaaa nu rokan di oh sehan shakti v muk jaandee...
aale duwaale de har chehrey nu pachhaanan di koshish kardi aa,
parr meri khud di surat hi mere kolon kitey luk jandi...
fer mere andron hi silsila shuru hundae bagaawat da,
te meri hondh fer neevi ho k mere aggey hi jhuk jaandee...
jit v meri hundee hai te haar v fer mere hi naam,
"teg" dono hi cheezaa paa k kyun fer nai teri bhukh jaandee????

यह तोह न था के उसका इंतज़ार न था .... मगर डर था के कहीं वोह ख्वाब न निकले ...

जिस मासूमियत पे मर  मिटे थे हम. ...
कहीं वोह चेहरा महज़  इक नकाब न निकले.......

Please come out of the darkness of myths and powers

I can't understand what people are up to....on the name of dharam(religion,),,,and God knows for what type of salvation to get from these babas...can they get it by putting buses,offices n people on fire without thinking that they have nothing to do with all this.what is happening in Punjab and Haryana is really disappointing and the misshapen in Afghanistan...number of innocent people dies to fulfill the appetite of Power.There are just people around not humanity not at all....once i wrote the following lines without reason but now i think there was some.....

"lok hi lok disdey hunn kitey insaan dikhaai nai dindaaa...ajj kal de lokaa de hi darr ton shayad Bhagwan dikhai nahin dindaaaa"

jis sheh nu v aapna banaayaa..uston khud nu hi dur paaya......tired of meeting people and saying hiiiiiiz n good byes.....plenty of different jobs,experiences,people(friends n foes)..some who follows you n some you want to be followed by.....where does the tassalli(satisfaction)liesss...anyhow..at the end of the day you are all lonely with yourself....all queries n replies from one side onlyyy...tireddddddd....what a confusion..going to sleeep...to get relieffff...because whatever it is you got to get ready for the next fresh morning with all fresh thoughts...let the night passs with all calm n silent...to hear the melodious chirping of beautiful thoughts n hopess in coming morning......good nightttt myself;) n you all out there.....

why do i alwayss think about life??

life is not alwayss living for oneself.something belongs to you depends on others and those others depends upon someone else.where do we and our interests stands then???yeah yeahh ..all in questionss.I am not what i alwayss wanted to and i am forgetting about the fact that i always wanted.That is so why ,everyday i start with ,looking for my very ownself.sometimes i find it right in front of me,sometimes behind,sometimes beside,some times up there flying in the sky,sometimes flowing with water,somtimes moving with air,sometimes black, sometimes white,sometimes wrong and sonetimes right...n when i try to catch it and put it in my very ownself it starts changing ......turning into all stranger to me...n the fear of childhood comes to my mind then which my elders use to teach me...."Don't talk to the strangers"....and i stay away safe from my ownself.......

:)....

life is more or less...life...and one needs to know how to balance and lead it in proper way.The best way is to concentrate on smile,people around you who are smiling or others whom you can make smile with you little share.thats in my heart right now and love to start with what my heart says