Please come out of the darkness of myths and powers

I can't understand what people are up to....on the name of dharam(religion,),,,and God knows for what type of salvation to get from these babas...can they get it by putting buses,offices n people on fire without thinking that they have nothing to do with all this.what is happening in Punjab and Haryana is really disappointing and the misshapen in Afghanistan...number of innocent people dies to fulfill the appetite of Power.There are just people around not humanity not at all....once i wrote the following lines without reason but now i think there was some.....

"lok hi lok disdey hunn kitey insaan dikhaai nai dindaaa...ajj kal de lokaa de hi darr ton shayad Bhagwan dikhai nahin dindaaaa"

jis sheh nu v aapna banaayaa..uston khud nu hi dur paaya......tired of meeting people and saying hiiiiiiz n good byes.....plenty of different jobs,experiences,people(friends n foes)..some who follows you n some you want to be followed by.....where does the tassalli(satisfaction)liesss...anyhow..at the end of the day you are all lonely with yourself....all queries n replies from one side onlyyy...tireddddddd....what a confusion..going to sleeep...to get relieffff...because whatever it is you got to get ready for the next fresh morning with all fresh thoughts...let the night passs with all calm n silent...to hear the melodious chirping of beautiful thoughts n hopess in coming morning......good nightttt myself;) n you all out there.....

why do i alwayss think about life??

life is not alwayss living for oneself.something belongs to you depends on others and those others depends upon someone else.where do we and our interests stands then???yeah yeahh ..all in questionss.I am not what i alwayss wanted to and i am forgetting about the fact that i always wanted.That is so why ,everyday i start with ,looking for my very ownself.sometimes i find it right in front of me,sometimes behind,sometimes beside,some times up there flying in the sky,sometimes flowing with water,somtimes moving with air,sometimes black, sometimes white,sometimes wrong and sonetimes right...n when i try to catch it and put it in my very ownself it starts changing ......turning into all stranger to me...n the fear of childhood comes to my mind then which my elders use to teach me...."Don't talk to the strangers"....and i stay away safe from my ownself.......

:)....

life is more or less...life...and one needs to know how to balance and lead it in proper way.The best way is to concentrate on smile,people around you who are smiling or others whom you can make smile with you little share.thats in my heart right now and love to start with what my heart says